I let myself develop feelings for people way too easy. Need to keep my guard up in order to not get messed about. I guess I’m to blame.
Genuinely feel like things just won’t ever go right.
Why do we spend the majority of our lives trying to please and not offend other people who probably couldn’t give a fuck about us in the first place? Why should the choices I make in life effect someone else’s to the point where I end up not pursuing something I actually really want?